the love i want ; Hay ang saya q ngaun grabe!! I’m over w/ Arvin!! :) Lets just say na tnamaan aq sa isang saying… "Losing someone that you love can hurt you a lot but as long as you have your friends.. They love you even more than the guy/girl loves you" Shocks.. naalala q c Jonas… At that point.. narealize q na tama nga un… Mas mahalaga ang magkaroon ng mga kaibigan kaysa magkaroon ng lover…

"A lover gives you a short time of joy and happiness but a long time of pain & sorrow while a friend gives you a long time of happiness and joy but a short time of anger…"

Naks!! I should remember that quote!! :) kaya mas maganda, hanggang friends nga lng kami… hehe… nagpatatoo aq!! Just henna lng nmn… nung ngpapatatoo aq… ng-iicp aq.. tama nga ung quote na yan… Nung friends pa lang kmi ni Arvin… sobrang saya q… pero nung un nga… nagging love q na xa… opposite ng saya.. problems… jealousy… so many rumors… pain… depression… lahat ng negative feelings.. naramdaman q na dhl sa knya… kaya ayaw q na ulit masaktan pa… Next tym kya kpag umibig aq at nasaktan ulit… body piercing nmn!! Hehe!! :p
Knina pla nakta q cna Gracia, Madz & Cielo sa SM… Ala lng… masya aq dhl nagkta kmi lalo na c Cielo… Dati galit2 pero ngaun aus na.. naku next time… I won’t be too suplada, masungit and mataray to others!! Hehe!! :p Nung nsa SM aq.. aq lang pla ang mag-isa… I watch a movie.. Ms. Congeniality 2… then went shopping…Haha!! Ung dala qng P1500… ang natira na lang sa kn ay P374.75 haha!! Its worth it nmn for me ‘cause nwala ung depression q… tska ung sama ng loob q kay Arvin… I’m so happy at nggawa q na ang gs2 q na d iicpn qng maggs2 ba 2 ni Arvin?? maaapreciate nia kaya?? Tatanggapn nia kaya?? Mga ganon ba!! Hehe.. ung tattoo q nga pla 2.. isa sa batok at isa sa left hips q.. ung sa batok q… cross.. tpos sa left hips q nmn six-sided star na nsa loob ng circle… pinag-iicpan q nga qng i22loy q ung ear piercing… isang butas lng nmn sa right ear q.. hehe.. too rebellious na b?? But my dream was to have my belly pierced!! Next time na un.. kpag ngttrabaho na q… hehe.. la na care sa kn ung parents q!! Meron aqng binili knina sa booksale… "Differences between a lover and a friend".. hmm… I bought it for only P75… medyo manipis lang xa kaya d aq tatamarn basahn un…

Simula ngaun… d na q mgssend kay Arvin na may mga "mwah" and "3 smileys" kc nga dba may meaning un?? Mga may word na luv yah?? Ssendn q pa rn xa.. but as a friend… pero qng icpn niang mahal n mahal q xa.. well, he’s wrong.. mahal q xa as a friend… like.. 2nd best?? Ung mas mahal q ngaun ay ung mga kaibigan q… Can’t live w/out them!! :) kaya ang masasabi q lang kay Mj… Bahala ka na sa kanya.. tpos kay Arvin nmn… I’m still Jelai that he once knew… his friend… not the one who loved him… :)

I called everyone basta qng cno man ang d ko na maxadong nkkausap ngaun... Chinky aun... nagliinis... C Sheryl naglalaba... c Carolyn wla... kay Mariz .. wlang smasagot ng phone nla... c Arvin nmn kmakain.. kaya tnawgn q na lng c Gracia.. hehe.. haba nmn mag-usap sa phone.. :p cmula 8:30pm hanggang 12:00am... haha!! We talk a lot... nsabi q sa knya ang laht2!! Ung nangyari sa kn khapon... qng ano ung gngwa q sa SM n mag-isa lng... basta mrami pa... pti pa nga kay Arvin png-uspn nmn xa eh!! As in lht... nsabi q na sa knya!! Alam na nga nia 2ng site na 2 eh.. Dba Gracia?? :) hehe... we shared so many things.. especially 'bout sa love lyf nmen.. hehe.. :p

Cmula ngaun.. ttwgn q na ang lht mga classm8s q!! of course ung alam qng mga #s lng.. hehe... :p so, Josie.. ur next!! whaha!!! :p

(hmm... ang blis nmn mwala ung lungkot q!! whehe!! :p )
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!