the love i want ; Finally!! I already have my Mp3 player!! It’s not an ipod.. more better from the ipod I knw…

Masaya aq ngaun.. ngunit may nangbad3p sa akn.. Naku.. cmula nga ngaun makknig na aq sa cnsabi ng ibang tao!! He’s so hot tempered all the time!! Well, face d fact.. Like I said to him.. “You cannot satisfy everyone”..

Pwede ba aq maiinis sa taong 2?! E2 ung txt conversation namn ha..
(Legend: **- Moi, ^^-xa)

^^ kamusta?
**Auz lng po.. u??
^^ok lang naman.
^^ano gawa mo?
**nkkpgtxt..
^^sno mga ktxt mo ngayon?
**Herbert, u, Arvin, Daniel, dis mysterious #, tska ung pinsan qng c cudz..
^^ano naman ang ping-uusapan ninyo?
**Haha!! Ckret!! :)
^^hndi, kay Arvin.
**Ah.. ckret pa rn!! Hehe.. :p
^^seryoso nga ako.
**bkt ba?? Eh ckret nga un!!
^^>:(
**wg nga u umasta ng ganyan.. bad3p na nga aq.. lalo mo lng aq bnbad3p!!
^^sorry na. nagse2los lang ksi ako sa knya.
**ano nmn ang meron sa knya?! Eh, mgktxt lng nmn kmi..
^^hndi yon, naiinis lang ako sa knya..
**bkt ka nmn maiins qng wla nmn gngwa sau ang taong un.. d q nga alm qng klala ka nia eh!! Ok rn nmn xa.. hehe.. masya lng kc xa mnsan kausap..
^^Bkt sya masarap kausap?
**hmm.. kc mnsan we hve same interests eh.. lyk music, gadgets.. something lyk dat ba..
(eh at dat moment nag-iinisan kmi ni Arvin!! Hehe..)
^^ah ganon ba, ako d ba masrp kausap?
**naku!! Ng-emote ang iba dyan!!
^^seryoso ang tanong ko!
(nabwset na aq sa mga pngssbi nia kaya d q na xa tnxt bck..)

^^ wag mo poh kklimutan ang date natn ha! :)
**Date?! Date na b un?! Pwde bang cancel na lng.. kc akala q lng tlga gimmick lang un eh..
^^ :’(
** Oo, cge na nga!!
^^ c= galit ka ba? =c
**ndi, d aq glit..
^^bibilhn q lht ng gusto mo pag lumabas tayo. C=
**Cgurado ka b s cnsabi mo?? Eh aq pa nmn.. maluhong tao..
^^ok lng. Ttgnan ko kng kaya ko.
**paano nga pla c Alyssa?? :(
^^ayaw naman niya kc magpaligaw eh.
**bkt, cno b ngsabi na mgppaligaw aq?? After wat happned between Arvin nd me.. Yaw q na ulit magmahal pa.. Crush?? aus lng.. paghanga lng nmn eh..
^^bksan mo na lang ulit ang puso mo. Kalmutan mo na lang ang nangyari sa inyo
**yeah, I 4get it na nga un.. pero parang galit pa rn aq sa gnawa nia.. e1 q ba!! Hehe.. pero wla na tlga un sa kn..
^^mahal mo pa ba si Arvin?
**D na noh..
^^paano ka naman nkkasiguro?
**Haha!! Kc Na22nan q ng mainis at magalit sa knya.. U knw wat I mean.. prang wla na lng xa sa puso q..
^^Pero sa buhay mo?
**Pati pa nmn un?! hmm.. cguro sa bhay q?? Friend na lng..
^^Hndi ba close friends o kaya best friends?
**Close friends?? I thnk so kc mrmi na kming alm sa isa't isa eh.. pro bst frends?? I dn't think so.. Kc blang isang frend.. he still has doubts on me.. u knw.. iniicp nia na tntraydor q xa..
^^Bakt ka nya png-iisipn ng masma? mabait ka naman ha!
**E1 q ba dun.. bhla na lng xa qng ano ang gs2 niang icpn sa kn.. sawang-sawa na aq mkpgtalo sa knya 2ngkol sa gnyan.. If he treats me as a frend, he'll trust me.. 4 me I treat him as a frend.. lyk Jonas.. eh xa.. he treats me lyk I'm 1 of his frends!! Duh!! I'm not a backstabber lyk dem noh!!
^^ang bait mo talaga, kya nga yan ang gsto ko syo
**whaha!! ano nmn ang konekxn non!?!
^^wag u magala2 susubukan kong hilumn ang sugat sa puso mo gawa ni Arvin.c=
^^Gud nit sweet drims! C= Labyah!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~E N D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

d q na xa tnxt bck pa.. kc naiinis lng aq sa knya.. tlgang gs2 nia i2loy ung “date” nmn.. hello!! Kya nmn aq pumayag kc kala q ksma ung tropa nia.. cna Jonas.. Pero sbi nia wg qng ssbhn un kht knino.. Ano ka.. pwde b un.. d q pwdeng sbhn un sa tropa q?? hehe.. Qng gs2 nia tlga 2 i2loy.. issama q c Herbert!! :) He’s the guy I need!! Ang ayaw q lng kpg ngttxt xa.. mnsan nabbanggit nia c Arvin.. eh, so wat nmn noh?! Qng umasta xa parang kami nah!! Duh?! Tska kpg napg-uusapn nmn xa.. lalo lng aq nbbd3p sa knya!! Yeah I knw he cares 4 me.. pero cnbhn q na xa!! I dn’t wnna love agen!!
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the love i want ; Talagang nattouch aq kay Herbert kc tlgang gs2 nia maging masaya at safe aq kc cnbi nia sa kn na sbhn q na lng kay sir Mcrey na lipat aq sa ibang section sa section nla sa Bart kasi doon masaya at safe aq tsaka aalagaan nia aq dun.. :’) dat really touches my heart!! Ng tnxt nia un sa kn.. Shocks!! D q alam qng ano ang ssbhn q sa knya.. I wanna hug him so tight!! Parang xa na ang nakkta qng TRUE FRIEND ofcourse kasma rn c Alyssa.. compared to Carolyn.. Cla na tlga ang hnhanap qng TRUE FRIEND.. And nung dati ha.. pngdududahan q pa xa na traydor xa.. Pero ngaun.. I have no doubts on him.. Hay.. I’m so happy w/ Herbert being my friend!! :)
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the love i want ; Kinamusta aq knina ni Sir Mcrey regarding to Karen.. Aun sbi q tahimik na c Karen PERO ung tropa nia ang nang-aano ngaun sa akn.. Inisa-isa q cla.. Pati na nga ung mga taong dnadamay nila cnama q.. Wala aqng pakialam qng kaibgan q xa.. Qng may gwn man xang masama, hindi aq magddalawang-isip na ireport sa office.. Magalit man xa sa akn.. wala aqng pakialam.. Pasenxa xa, nakinig xa sa knla.. Sumali xa sa away nmn.. Well, qng gs2 niang sumama sa away nmn.. issama q xa!!
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the love i want ; Wat a great day talaga!! Kasi knina kinausap na ni Sir Mcrey si Karen!! E2 pa ha.. Pinapalabas ni Karen na puro kasinungalingan ang mga pngssbi q?! Haha!! Lahat ng sinabi q sa letter ay 100% true!! Tska bago aq magreklamo, sisiguraduhin qng tama aq at xa ang mali!! SHet!! Walang hiya tlga un kc sa harap pa ni Sir Mcrey ha, binato sa akin ung sulat.. xa 2loy ang napasama!! Good for her!! Ayan, pinapakita na niya tlga na guilty xa!! Knina ngang Lunch time nagkkwen2han kmi ni Lia.. Biglang 2mingin sa akin c Deanne!! Masamang tingin na pataw ba.. Hay naku, d lang kc matanggap ni Karen ang ginawa q sa knya!! Siguro ang akala niya kaya niya aqng baligtarin.. well, Marami aq pwdeng ibwelta sa knya!! Basta pagkatapos na magharap kmi kay Sir Mcrey at kay Ms. Maricel sinabi q na ayaw q ng pinapansin at kinakausap niya aq!! Gumawa man xa ng istorya sa ibang tao.. Care q!?! Marami nmn rin ang nakakaalam na mali xa eh kahit na ipagpilitan niya na tama xa.. Tignan natin qng cno ang mapapahiya!!
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the love i want ; Salamat at walang pasok ngaun.. I'm not feeling well.. I have a fever & cold.. Aun.. I was watching Casper.. hehe.. ala lng.. may naalala nnmn aq.. bsta nung 1st yr. pa aq..It was our High School night.. Shet!! I just realize dat I'm reminiscing some of my past!! hehe.. E2 pa pla.. naalala q ung 1 q pang site!! Finally!! WEll, nung 1st yr. blog q un..
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the love i want ; Hehe.. Ok na ba 2ng mga dnagdag q?? Ung pics.. kaya q nlagyan un.. wla lng.. nammiss q lang ung nakaraan q.. (so dramatic.. haha!!) wala lng.. nakta q knina sa MTV ung MV ng Graduation (friends forever) ni Vitamin C.. Aun naalala q lng ung dati.. Pnalitan q na rn ung background music.. Ganda nga eh.. hmm.. gn2 kc ang gs2 q.. ung background my slideshow.. kaso d q alam qng paano un gwn, so magpapa2ro pa muna aq.. Ok.. latest gossip sa dati qng school (St. Rita) 2mawag sa kn knina c Shalie.. 1st d aq makapaniwala.. Shet.. Buntis dw c Eunice!!Umm.. ung boyfriend niang 2nd yr. college.. mayaman dw ung guy pero tnaguan nia c Eunice.. tpos expelled xa sa school pero according to her parents ipgpapa2loy nia pa rn ung pag-aaral nia kaso home study nga lang.. My comment about her.. kc cnabhan na xang not to be too flirtatious.. wat will happen to her kaya??
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the love i want ; Mac2 told me dat I’ve change.. Maxado n raw aq pranka qng magsalita, d muna iniicp qng mkksakit aq ng damdamn ng ibang tao, mataray, at snob na aq.. I told him dat I’m changing myself.. Not because for someone but for myself.. Akala nmn nia bnbago q ung sarili q dhl sa taong un.. hello!! Y would I change, 4 him?? Haha!! U’ve got to be kidding!! First wen mac2 told me dat.. I’m really pissed!! It’s a good think I played badminton w/ Herbert, Jonas & Mags.. Nwala ang inis q!! Bkas mgttry-out aq sa badminton.. I’m not expecting to be in.. pero balita q my 1 *ahem* *ahem* gs2 rn mgtry-out.. yeah ryte!! Is she joking?? Doesn’t she had enough ridicule??
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the love i want ; I told Karen Barf! Na she’s so annoying.. tska maxado xang maepal.. e2 pa ha.. she even has d nerv 2 get mad pah s akn!! Well, here’s the story goes.. She was asking qng pwde q xa bgyan ng picture ng environment pra dun sa assignment sa religion.. Ayw q xang bgyan kc narealize q na dti na USER xa.. Mostly I hate people who are USERS!! Mabait cla kpg may klangan sau pro pg wla.. Ur useless.. I told her dat she’s really annoying and she’s showing to everyone na knakaya nia lng aq.. well, not 4 long.. I won’t make her push me around again.. Sure.. Arvin said na mag-ingat aq coz she’s powerful!? Duh!! Pareho kming estudyante!! As if nmn noh!! I’m not scared of her.. What’s her plan?? Trying to make rumors?? Magpaparinig?? Tryin’ 2 ruin me?? Wala na bng bago?? Pare2ho lng nmn pala kau eh!! I want a new one.. Mkkpagsabunutan?? Ggwa ng isang gulo sa gitna ng maraming tao?? Haha!! D poh aq tga-kanto k2lad nia.. Edukadang tao poh aq!! :) qng sakaling mangyari un, tgnan lng ntn qng cno unang mapapahiya sa amn.. :p
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the love i want ; The Day you said goodnight- Hale

Verse 1:
Take me as you are
Push me off the road the sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun I'm burning in the rain
The silence I'm screaming,
Calling out your name

Bridge:
And i do reside in your light that puts up the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

Verse 2:
The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmthess your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why I never would have known oblivion is falling down

Bridge:
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be And all that i see And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

Verse 3:
If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be alright.

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

Verse 4:
She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken,
She's already taken me
The day you said goodnight
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the love i want ; Carolyn went here in my house.. ngluto kmi ng bopis.. and guess wat.. ung unang nluto nmn.. sunog!! Pero ung pangalawa.. ok na rn.. then ngkwen2han kmi.. knwento q sa knya ung 2ngkol ky Andro.. well, she kinda gave me an idea.. kc my gs2ng mangyari c Andro.. dpt nga d q pwedeng sbhn un pero tlgang d q na alm qng ano ang ssbhin q kay Andro eh.. Bsta pgkatapos ng periodical test.. my ggwn kmi nla Carolyn.. Tapos c Ralph.. Shet!! Ano b ung mga pngssbi nia!! Den we made a make-over of ourselves.. kkaiba ung itsura nmn!! Should we make it permanent?? Png-iicpan pa nga nmn eh.. pero pg may occasion un.. mag-aaus kmi.. :) pnag-usapn pa nga nmn ung 2ngkol s prom.. I even told her na mgppatahi aq.. I want to wear my own design.. and qng ano ang mgging design q.. sbi nia mganda nga un.. 4 sure marami rw ang maiinggit sa ssuotn q.. she even has her own idea.. well, at least sa kn tlga original.. wla pang ngkkaroon non.. not even top designers might think of dat design.. hmm.. pwde na aq mging designer!! Hehe.. :p ano p b.. hmm.. nag-karaoke nga pla kmi.. hehe.. kht vcd player q pwede kmi magkaraoke.. hmm.. next tym I’ll invite Herbert para mgkaraoke kmi!!

Nagkwen2hn pa kmi qng ano ung mga knaiinisn nmn.. naku.. c Karen dw ang pnakamaepal sa classrum!! She’s making all things exaggerate!! Tapos akala nia qng cno xa qng ganun-ganunn c Edel… hello!! Hu is she ba??
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the love i want ; Magic Words- Coco Lee

Verse 1
I want you to come to me when you're feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won't come easy.
When the yearning fades away, do we wanna stay?

Verse 2
Trying to be strong for you like you're strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I'm having doubts about what I'm feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That's when you come around.

Chorus
And you just say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...
mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words
–oh baby-
and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

Verse 3
I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can't be here with me sometimes.
I can't wait till you come around.

Chorus
And you will say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...
mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words –oh baby-
and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

Bridge
You belong to me.
I belong to you.
And the feeling's true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words, the special words, the magic words...
When you say you love me.

Chorus
Say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
And you just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...
Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away.
Then you just say the magic words –oh babe-
and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.
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the love i want ; Nkka2wa nmn cn Ren & James.. cguro they’re sensing dat I’m sad coz knukulit nla aq.. tpos pnapatawa p nla aq.. k2lad knina nung English tym.. knkiliti aq ni James.. nasisita na nga kmi ni Mrs. Sermise and den he asked me qng masya na rw aq.. touch aq sa knya!! :) well, kya lng nmn aq malungkot knina kc may ngsabi sa kn na my isang tao, qng ano2 n lng ang cnsbi 2ngkol sa kn.. Nagrreklamo b!! And my kncomment pa!! Shet!! Qng cno k man.. pwde bng sbhin mo n lng sa kn!! Ayw qng sa iba q un mrrinig.. Isa ka rn pla noh!!
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the love i want ; Hay.. I’m happy for today cause today was our fiest day.. Something great happened 2 me.. nung hapon un.. pero nung umaga.. may nagpabwishet sa kn.. Ok fine.. I will tell wat I think w/ those person.. e2 ha..

Karen Villegas Barf!! Wat’s up w/ her?! Laki ata insecurity n2 sa kn!! I haven’t done anything w/ her.. and I haven’t even talk to her.. She’s d one who’s talking to me.. Well, I observed dat she’s a pain because she’s so ma-epal ba!! D nia ata matanggap n d q xa pnapancn or even try making friends w/ her.. Heller!! If I didn’t like a person, I wouldn’t even try talking or even smiling to IT!! And there’s Jeremiah Diaz, her tuta.. oh sorry.. A little bit harsh and it doesn’t sound dat good.. Let’s say her.. side kick hmm.. I thought dat she’s smart.. If she’s really smart, d xa mgging sunud-sunuran s knya dba?? Because I know genius type persons doesn’t need to listen to anyone or even follow.. because dey r too proud and they want to be the boss.. hmm.. wat do I think of dem!?! Well, 4 me.. der like a piece of scrap na naliligaw sa daanan.. dpt nsa basurahn cla!! If you know wat I mean!! ;)

The rest.. pag-iicpn q muna!! :)

Haha!! Herbert, Alyssa and Moi.. Were taking pictures at each oder.. hehe.. naalala q ung cnbi ni Herbert sa kn na cnbi dw sa knya ni Arvin na photogenic dw aq.. haha.. I didn’t even have any negative thoughts about it.. but nung cnbi ni Herbert na parang pnapalabas ni Arvin na sana isang picture na lng baa q.. First wen I heard dat.. It got me really mad at him.. pero ngaun?? Nah!! I forgt about it.. kc ung tym na un dun q lng nalaman na photogenic aq!! Whaha!! Pero may sama ng loob pa rn aq dun s cnbi nia.. I’m juz thinkin’ na bhira lng ang taong photogenic para nmn mawala ang inis q.. :)
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the love i want ; Shame on him!! Moi?! I've changed?? Shet!! Thankx 4 noticing!! :) I appreciate it!! :) I don't even damn care qng ano pa ang sbhn mong negatve sa akn.. As long as I'm happy doing wat I wantd to do.. Oh.. ano p b say mo?? Sa blog nia nga d nia mabanggit-banggit ung nme q.. he's scared dat he might hurt my feelings?? So wat nmn?? As if nmn lagi q pnpunthn ung site nia!! it's so Damn lame!! No one even bothers visiting his blog!!
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the love i want ; No more crying, no one's gonna hurt me and nobody's gonna make me sad...

One Last Cry- Maoui David

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I’m down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....
I’m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down...
To my last cry...
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the love i want ; So sad!! Natalo c Revo and even Carolyn… Well, dats wat d student wants.. Can’t even blame dem.. Haha!! Ung secretary dw nmn c Jaime!! Hmm.. dey want a clown officer.. I feel so sad to the both of dem!! They did great!! :)

A part of me… happy.. kc bsta ung nsa hall kmi.. ung miting de avance hehe.. kanta kmi ni -------- ng 3 little bears!! Favorite nia pla ung full house.. It’s a good thing I knw dat song.. kc nmn c Alyssa.. knaknta nmn yan!! :) Hay.. ang saya q lang tlga!! :)
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!