the love i want ; Nannuod ngayon ng Philippine Idol.. Whahaha!! ok, flashback ako ngayon.. hmm.. wala lang.. masaya ako nung araw na un kasi ksama ko sina Arvin at Herbert mag-audition sa Philippine Idol.. We met ate Mara & Ate Louisa.. (hmm.. muzta na kaya sila??) Umm.. mabuti na lang at di ako, kami ipinakita kasi kasama ko ang Daddy ko manuod ng Philippine Idol.. Whahaha!! What if nakita niya ako.. kami.. dun?? Naku.. Patay ako!! tsk2.. siguro dahil din sa hindi sina Francis M. ang nagjudge sa akin..

Sa wakas!! dsl na rin kami!! Hindi ung katulad ng dati.. smart wireless broadband ang gamit kinuha namen this tym.. (atleast kahit 24/7 ako nag-iinternet ok lang dahil hindi namen ginagamit ang phone.. )

August 1.. Reco na namen.. Huhu!! Tama ba 'tong gagawin ko?! hay.. sa totoo lang, nahihirapan ako.. bakit ba hindi ko magawang mahalin siya.. yes I do like him but only as a companion.. Siya ba ang dapat kong sisihin kung bakit ako nagkakaganito?! Kung bakit hindi ko magawang mahalin ang ibang tao?! Siya pa rin ba?! Huhu!! ='( o pnpilit ko lang talaga magmahal ng iba para tuluyan ko siyang makalimutan?!? whahaha!! ='(( every night, un na lang ang pinagssentihn ko.. Hinahanap ang kasagutan sa mga tanong na yun.. Sometimes I do feel that I've been deceived.. But ofcourse I cannot assume what I believe or think.. Baka nagkakamali lang ako.. Tska alam ko naman na hindi niya un magagawa sa akin..
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the love i want ; Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like thisLike you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each dayIt's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each dayIt's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell meIt's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

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Huhu!! senti mode.. (umagang-umaga eh!! =p )yah, tryin' to think of it.. if there's going to be 'us'.. Still thinkin' pa rin!! hmm... (ui, hindi ang bezie ko ang tinutukoy ko ha!! ;p )
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the love i want ; Woo!! Ang galing.. marunong na ako magcart wheel!! Hek2.. Grabe w/in 6 months.. kailangan magawa ko na kung ppano magsplit, one leg stand and cart wheel.. Un daw kasi ang ipanglalaban namen sa SCUAA.. hmm.. Yesterday, we’ve discussed about the uniform.. haha!! Parang di ko gusto ang magiging uniform namen ha.. kasi.. wala lang.. ^^,)

Hmph.. About sa lovelife ko.. hehe.. (meron pa ba ako nun?!) ok, dalawa na ang tinanggihan ko.. whahaha!! Asar lang ako.. un lang.. masyado ko daw cncommit ang sarili ko kay Arvin.. umm.. heller!! Paano kaya un?! Dahil lang ba sa nreject ko siya?! Hindi noh.. Enjoy life!! Ayokong may nagdidikta sa mga gusto kong gawin o kaya pinagbabawal ako juz for him.. ayokong kncontrol ako for now.. Happy ako kung ano ako ngaun.. single, free, and no heart aches.. hek2.. (ang drama ba naman!!) Pinalalagpas ko daw ang mga taong para sa akin.. hmm.. hindi naman.. ayoko kasi ung sagot ng sagot ako kung kani-kanino.. inshort.. ‘Collect and select’ haha!! Di ako ganun noh!! --, the next tym I fall in love again.. ayoko ng mheart broken ako.. huhu!! =’(I’ve been thinkin’ cguro bago ko icommit ang sarili ko sa iba.. may kailangan muna akong baguhin sa sarili ko.. that is.. Being possessive tsaka pagging selosa ko.. yah.. that’s it.. ^^,) )
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the love i want ; Why does he have to be this way?! Meron ako isang friend.. hmm.. his being so cold na.. ewan ko ba kung ano ba ang ginawa kong masama.. Syempre, d ko rin sure kung tama bang iniisip ko.. hmm.. sabi nagseselos siya kay Arvin.. nyek.. kamuzta naman un?! ano naman ang gusto niyang gawin ko?! Iwan ko siya?! Haha!! never!! Nung naggudbye nga siya sa akin, halos dinamdam ko ang nangyari.. I love my bezie.. more than a friend.. a lover.. a brother.. but more likely.. like how I love myself.. (naks!! ang drama!! haha!!) ^^,)
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the love i want ; Hmm.. Welcome back Jelai!! Haha!! Kamuzta naman ako?! Hmph.. I’ll also try to update this blog.. hek2.. =p maybe next tym.. aausin ko na at papagandahin ito dahil I’m reunited?! w/ my bez?! Haha!! (ok, wat a word.. hek2..) but not this tym muna.. too busy.. ^^,)
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!