the love i want ; Mahal ko na poh talaga c Frances!! Sabi ni Herbert at ni Lia panakp butas q lang c Frances.. At mahal ko pa rin c Arvin.. Hindi.. 100% mahal q c Frances!! Wla na tlga c Arvin sa buhay q!!
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the love i want ; Generally my classmates ST. PETER especially the GIRLS are full of envy, envious of almost anything. They love to criticize but once criticize they cry. They have the typical crab mentality of a Filipino. They don’t know how to appreciate a person and they can not sense a sincere person because they themselves are not sincere. They are the untouchables. In short, they have no breeding, they have no class!!

Why I’m saying this?? Its because we had a “sharing time” There’s a part when we can put what we think to that person.. I have so many negative thoughts about me.. But I didn’t mind it at all because they don’t know me that much so why even bother?! If my friends told me that, I may believe them and might even change.. Like what I’ve said to Louis, “They don’t know the real me so why even bother of what they wrote about me??” I am not planning to change because of what they think or to what they see to me so that they could like me.. I’m satisfied for what I am.. As the saying goes, “You cannot please all the people all of the time..” If they didn't like for who I am.. That's their problem.. NOT MINE!!

MGA WALANG PUSO ANG MGA TAONG NAGPASAKIT NG DAMDAMIN NI RAYMARK!!
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the love i want ; Whaha!! What should I do!?!?! Ngaun q lang narmdaman ult 2!! Hehe.. at least I’m happy.. Lyk wat Herbert told me.. MOVE ON!! It’s my turn to be happy.. tska qng sakaling magmamahal ulit aq.. sana ayaw q ng maramdaman ang sakit na naramdaman q dati kay Arvin..

I Think I'm in Love- Jessica Simpson

Everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
And oh baby I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool
My friends tell me S
omethin has come over me
And I think I know what it is
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other night baby,
I saw you hangin
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind
I don't know what's gotten into me
But, God, I think I know what it is In love, boy

I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what
I feel for you I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes with you

Somethin strange has come over me
Got me goin out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside

I think I'm in love I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you (goin outta my mind)
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
(repeat til fade)
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the love i want ; Herbert and I joined YJWG.What can say about it?? Parang 2mataas ung self-confidence naming 2.. Qng sakaling magkaroon kami ng article, gs2 namin partners kami.. Tapos.. wla na palang forum.. Hmm.. Herbert always kept saying “Kahit anong mangyari wag mo aqng iiwan ha!!” Kahit anong mangyari tlga, d q iiwan c Herbert coz he’s the only one I can say na TRUE FRIEND q!! :) dapat nga sa PCG aq sasali pero wla raw ksma c Herbert kya I’ve decided 2 come w/ him.. D naman aq nagccc na dun aq pumnta kc.. Well, at first oo pero I didn’t bother na lang.. nandun rn c Popo & Niccolo kaya nagging ok na rn un sa akn.. Marami nga lang mga (*^&^$%$#( <-guess this word na lang!! ) sa YJWG.. Nakakainis pa 2ng pandak na nsa tabi q kanina!! Naku 1 pang magsalita xa.. Grr!! Basta d aq pumapatol sa mga d q ka-level!! LITERALLY!!
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the love i want ; Ktxt q ngaun c Ryuji.. may sun na pala xa.. and there's a wonderful thing I just realize.. well, gn2 muna un.. knumuzta pa nmn nia ung luv lyf q.. and I told him everything!! he was shock for what I said.. He totally understand me!! hindi q sasabihn qng ano ang cnbi q sa knya!! hehe.. One things for sure, I told him I'm really hurt for what dat person did and I didn't know if I could love again kc naman ung puso q lht nrreject ba!! hehe.. There's juz 1 person na I had a crush dati pa .. Friend nia un, I didn't told him dat.. (I'm not referring Ryuji's friend ha.. qng cno man xa.. hehe..) nktxt q na xa dati.. kht ganyan ang ugali nia, I know there's a soft spot in him!!

Oh my God!! After what Ryuji said to me.. Feel q the wound in my heart finally healed!! I just realize I like the guy!! Pero ang tanong, paano q ssabhn sa knya un?? Nakakahiya naman sbhn un kay Herbert and Arvin.. Ofcourse friend nla un.. Sabi ni Ryuji and Anne I should tell the guy what I really feel.. Pero for sure pagtatawanan nla aq!! I can’t deny it!! I really love the guy!! :) Next time q na lang ssbhn qng cno ang tnu2koy q!! Meron tnu2koy c Ryuji sa kn na meron 1 tao na mahal na mahal nia.. hmm.. I think I know that girl!! :) hehe.. Sa pagdescribe nia lng sa girl halatang xa na un eh!!
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the love i want ; Kakauwi q lang.. Galing kc aq sa school nagpractice ng mga kanta para sa mass sumali kc aq sa Music Ministry.. Shet!! C Martin ngvviolin!! Naiin-luv aq sa knya!! :) Sana duet kmi!! Hehe.. Kaso d pwde kc may fear aq mgperform sa maraming tao.. Naaalala q nanaman ung nangyari sa kn sa performance hall ng CCP!! Whaha!! Yaw q nah maulit sa kn un!!

Knina nga pla.. Thirdy, Raymark, Carolyn and I were discussing ‘bout our broadway… Sbi ni Raymark sa kn bbgyan nia aq ng major role.. Kc mukha nmn kaya q tska dati nung nag-acting kmi ung facial expression q tska sa tono ng boses tamang-tama para bang tlgang nadadala aq sa character q.. Pumayag aq kay Raymark na aq gaganap nun pero may condition xa kakanta aq ng solo, malakas ang boses q and marami aqng ssolohn na lines.. sbi q kaya q un!! Nagawa q na un dti.. Bigla pa naman nagsalita c Carolyn; “Lalaitin ka nanaman ng classmate natin” Bakit, cno ba tinakot nia?! Laitn aq?? So wat, qng gawn nla un sa kn.. D aq magpapaapekto!! Ganyan nmn tlga sa stage play eh.. Palakasan ng loob!! D naman kailangan na magaling ka, kailangan marunong ka!! I told this to my Dad kc sobrang naiinis aq sa cnabi ni Carolyn eh!! Buti pa tlga c Herbert.. He’s so supportive.. Xa lng ang nagppalakas sa akn sa gni2ng situation!! Kayak ht anong mangyari.. d q c Herbert hahayaang mawala sa akn!! :) D q na nga kinikilalang best friend c Carolyn!! Nakkpagplastikan na nga aq sa knya eh!!
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the love i want ;
Model Look dpt 2 eh.. Ewan q ba!! Ang cute nnmn ni Herbert d2!! Ui!! Ang sweet naman!! :)

Ang cute ni Herbert d2.. Ginaya nia rw ung nkadisplay na pic sa labas.. hehe.. nakaka2wa xa!! :)

E2 naman.. FAMILY PICTURE!! Haha!! Sabi ni Herbert mkha rw kming magkapatid d2.. hmm.. Naks!! Pareho kming PHOTOGENIC!!!


Masaya aq kc ngaun q lang ulit nkasma c Herbert sa gala.. Knina Herbert and Virna ay nand2 sa bhay.. Kmi ni herbert.. we're reminiscing the past.. ung Kasama nmn c Arvin, dhl nga sa concert.. Those happy tyms nga.. Lyk I said 2 Herbert.. Tym changes us... Kht gs2 q ibalik ung dating Arvin na naklala q.. but, its impossible na nga dba??

Aun.. ng ice skating kmi.. Nakakatawa can Mags tska ni Chester.. d nmn kc naming alam na d cla marunong.. kya tinu2lungan nmn ni Virna cla qng paano mag ice skate.. E2 pala ang nangyari.. lagi qng pnupuntahan c Chester.. wla lng.. gs2 q lang kc xa 2lungan plus asarn!! Hehe.. Nung ppuntahn q c Chester bgla pa nmn aq cnabhan ni Andro na hawakan q ung kamay nia.. D q xa pnancn pero bgla pa nia aq hinatak.. nandun kc xa sa may gtna ng rink.. Naghiyawan can Herbert.. For me its so awkward kaya dnala q xa sa gilid tapos iniwan q xa, pnuntahan q c Chester.. Next wekk nga bka ulitin naming un.. Saya kc tska gs2 namin ma22o qng paano..
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the love i want ; Yes!! Bukas na ang last exam nmn!! And its math.. :( Dati I'm good at math and I love math.. hmmp.. ung teacher lng tlga ang problem!! haha!! Wats my agenda for tomorrow?? I joined Music ministry.. pero d aq aattend sa meetng bukas kc may gala aq!! Dbale, aattend na lng aq sa Saturday!! Aun.. ppnta kmi sa Southmall.. Eto pa.. ksma q c Herbert!! :) Yehey!! hmm.. klan q ba xa last nksama sa gnun?? Nung December.. ksma pa nmn nun c Arvin.. Hay.. those days.. we're all gud friends.. nkkamis tlga un!! Pero iba na ngaun.. feel q kabaligtaran nah!! Mababalik pa ba kya un?? Well, I don't think so.. But for me.. I'm saving all my friendship coz I don't wanna get it ruined.. Did I say na ksma na nga pla namin c Meg sa tropa?? Well, she's ok.. besides, classm8 q xa last yr!! Haha!!

Naku sbi ni Jonas ssunod c ----- Yikes!! Paano yan!! I was hoping to have fun w/ my friends tpos ssma c -----?! No way!! Naku ssbhn nnmn nun Date ang gnawa namin!! Tnanong pa nga nia aq qng ssma c Alyssa kc qng d xa ssma makkta q ang 2nay na -----.. Duh!! lyk I'd care ba?! Nakalimutan qng sabhn kay Herbert na kht anong mangyari wag nia aq iiwan kht iwan aq nla Jonas at Mags.. Now I knw.. Wla tlga aqng feelings sa knya.. Pity love lng ang naramdaman q noon sa knya.. sana tlga d aq ppabayaan ni Herbert bukas!!
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the love i want ; Ang hirap ng UPCAT exam!! hehe.. pero aus lng nmn.. try lng nmn dw aq dun eh.. kya aus lng qng d aq makapasa.. tska isa pa.. ayw q dun!! Kc qng sakali man lng grabe ang lalayo ng mga buildings!!! tapos maglalakad LANG aq?! magpapabili na aq ng car nyan!! hehe.. Aun.. nagkita kmi nla Ricky, Millet, Nazer, Harmony and pati na rn c Arlene.. Nandun dn pala c Eica!! d nmn kmi nagpansinan eh.. ksama q sa rum c Zi Min.. dating student ng Daddy q.. buti na lng at may kasama aq!! hehe.. Wen we're in our room.. waiting for our teacher who will gve us the tests.. Zi Min and I were talking.. someone approached us.. Tropa dn cla.. Their name were Edwin, Patrick and Jonathan.. Nagpakilala sa akn c Edwin.. and he sat beside me.. tpos ung iba sa likod and sa tabi ni Zi Min.. After the test, Edwin asks for my number.. I didn't knw if I'm gonna give him my number cause I jst met him.. I saw Zi Min giving her number to Jonathan.. so I gave Edwin my number.. Ngaun katxtm8 q na xa!! Tga Pasig pla cla.. Nkalimutan q na ung school pero St. Sebastian dw eh.. not dat sure qng un un ha!! Hmm.. let me describe Edwin.. his may pgkamoreno.. between Him and -----.. C Edwin na aq!! Tall xa, cute smile.. and NICE HAIR!! haha!!

Ders a weird feeling I have knina during my test.. Naalala q c -----!!! whaha!! It felt lyk I have feelings na sa knya!! Shet d pwde un!! I told this to Kim and Anne.. Just I expected.. pnagtawanan nla aq!! Tpos cnabhan pa aqng; "Kadiri kanmn!! Sa karami-raming tao bakt ka pa ppli ng Ita!!" Yes, he maybe not dat good looking but his so sweet and caring!! I'm confuse!! I didn't even knw qng tlgang may feelings aq sa knya or maybe I just felt it because of Pity Love?? Hay.. bahala na lng!! sana kaya qng pigiln ang puso qng mahalin ang isang ka2lad nia.. Edwin!! Pls. Take my heart nah!! hehe.. :p
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the love i want ; Tapos na ang MAKABAYAN exams namin!! Next exam.. ay ung UP!! Hmm. C Xyrus pla dun dn mgeexam.. sa UP Diliman kaso nga lang hapon xa.. sa Sunday dn xa.. d q xa mkkita pro ppuntahn dw aq ni Tita Iza.. Hay.. sana makapasa xa sa UP!! :) I wish him all the best!! :) knina we were talking about our future.. ung frends q ha.. Sbi ni Virna.. pwde rw aq maging model.. hmm.. cge nga mgmmodel aq!! Hehe.. Sa bakaxn.. Mg-aaply aq sa “Paola Angela”.. Nandun nmn cna Aileen..
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the love i want ; D q maintindhan sa iba qng classm8 kc dey are cheaters!! D ba cla nakkonsenxa?! I told dem its wrong tpos cla pa ang may ganang magalit!? Gn2 kc un.. knina sa English, may pnasagot c Ms. Sermise sa mn.. Recorded dw un.. Nung checking na cnbi sa kn na itama q rw bsta 2 mistakes lng.. over 25 dw kc un gs2 nia 23 ang mkuha niang score.. Ganun dn dw ang ggwin nia sa akn.. 2manggi aq and pngsabhan q xa.. Aba!! Nagalt pa sa kn!! Eh, gago ba xa?! Nasa harap kmi mkkta kmi ng teacher!! Hehe.. jokes!! D, d un.. Aaminin q.. never pa aq nagcheat sa buong buhay q.. ung papalitan q ung sagot q?? Ok ng bumagsak aq kaysa mgcheat!! Oo, mataas nga ung nakkuha nla pero, pra na nga rn niloko nla ang sarili nla.. minsan nga wish q na mahuli ang lht ng nagch2eat!!
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the love i want ; I went to Taritz knina.. Then went to Eunice’s house.. Kasma q ung dati qng trop and ksma q rn c Ate Cam & ate Matet.. Guess wat.. nandun dn ung tropa nla Flores.. & Cartaciano.. (ui, naalala q pa cla!! Hehe..) Aun nagkaaus na kmi.. nagsorry rn aq sa mga gnaw q sa knla dati.. Friends na kmi.. Past is past dw.. Haha!! Bnola pa aq ni Flores knina!! Qng d nia rw kaibgan c Xyrus, inaway nia sna un dati dahil ipaglalaban nia ung pagmamahal nia sa kn.. (wow ang drama nmn nia!!) Kwen2hn kmi knina.. knakamuzta aq.. lgi aq tnatanong 2ngkol sa lablyf q!! whaha!! La naq aq nun!! Sabi q knarma aq kya wla aqng lablyf ngaun!! D cla naniniwla sa kn kc nung 1st yr. dw, mahlig aq mkpgfling!! Nagparnig pa nga c Cartaciano sa kn.. Cnabi pa nia qng knino aq nkpgfling.. 4 dw.. whaha!! Correction!! It’s 6.. Kaya nga bilib dw cla ky Xyrus.. Sa totoo lng.. d rn aq makapaniwala sa sarli q eh.. kya q nmn xa cnagot kc naaawa aq sa knya and nkta q na tlgang mahal nia aq.. Cmula March nung grade 6 pa kmi hanggang nung Day na cnagot q xa.. E2 pa nga pla.. cnundan pa aq!! Hehe.. Actually, I really miss him.. (Naks!! Wlang lalaki ang ulo!! :) ) Aun.. C Eunice nmn.. hehe.. ssusten2han dw ng parents ng guy ung baby nla.. Shet!! I saw his picture.. And I say.. he’s gorgeous!! Whaha!! C Crissa nga naalala nia dw c Allan.. ui!! Hehe.. e2 nmn c Rheena.. c Julius nmn!! When I was w/ them.. I feel dat I’m still in 1st yr.. tpos bgla na lng pnagkumpara q ung mga students ng Taritz and sa St. Jo.. Sa taritz.. massabi qng civilized kmi.. well, except sa mga social climber sa mn.. kc ganito un,

(St. Jo, Taritz)
* Some of the students mga social Climber


*konti lng d2 sa taritz


reason: sa St. Jo, u dn’t hve 2 prove to anybody na may kaya q or something..


*Not dat civilized..(para bng wlang png-aralan)


* wlang pakialamanan!!



Reason: mahlig ang St. Jo magbangayan.. writings on the wall, mga nakikialam sa buhay na may buhay & war freak in short.. Parang mga tga palengke ba!! Sa taritz nmn.. kpg may kaaway kmi, d nmn un papansinin.. in short.. manigas ka!! Tpos.. d nmin pinapakialam ung ibang tao.. Explain q ha.. kpg may party sa school, kht anong isuot mo, d kami nangmamata.. Damn care qng san mo un bnili or if dats a hand-me-down lang.. as long as ur descent looking..



*Gs2ng-gs2 nla makarnig ng lahat ng issues kht sa buhay pa ng tao!!


*Wala kming pakialam sa tsismis or issue ng ibang tao



Reason: Shet!! Ung nangyari lng sa amn ni Arvin, kalat na kgd eh!! Even from the smallest details and ung lifestyle q.. png-uusapn rw.. hello!! Dats too much!! Eh ung pamangkin ni Cherry Mercado, c Princess.. wla lng xa sa amn eh..

Yan.. nasabi q ung tingn q sa St. Jo.. Una ang akala q mattno cla kc sabi sa kn ni Servantes na high standard and ung mga tao dun ka2lad dn ng pnasukn naming school nung kmi’y nsa elementary pa.. Well, tama xa sa high standard pero ung sa mga tao?? 100% wrong!! Mas malupet pa nga ung mga ugali ng estudyante sa St. Jo kaysa sa grupo nila Alvin!! Oo, napagmmalaki nga ng iba ung St. Jo dhl sa bamboo organ?? Sa high standard of teaching?? Pero nsan nmn ung values ng estudyante?? Kht na nilalait nmn ung St. Rita.. at least ung mga tao dun qng umasal, matino nmn..

Aun.. bck 2 d story.. Nung aals na kmi.. bgla na lng dmatng c Maniquis & Sanchez.. hehe.. may galt pa ata c Sanchez sa kn!! pro c Christian.. knalimutan nia rw ung nakaraan nmn.. I may be his 1st pro at least I gve him dw a lesson.. Hmm.. wat lesson!? Lesson ba un?? Tps.. bnigyan nia aq ng cheese cake.. Aww.. Naalala nia ung cheese cake namin!! D nia rw makklimutan ung cheese cake kya nga yan ang favorte niang pastry.. Bgla nia aq pnakonsenxa!! whaha!! pro sa 22o lng.. memorable dn sa kn ang cheese cake!! kpg my nkkita aqng cheese cake, naaalala q xa.. hay.. ang bait nia pa rn.. pngccchan q na tlga ung gnwa q sa knya..
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!