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aww.. this picture is so adorable!! haha!! that kitty looks like from the gremlins movie, the cute and good gremlin of course.. ;) aww.. I want this cat.. haha!! di ko naman alam kung anong breed nun.. hehehe.. :P
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after enrollment.. yehey!! kain sa tokyo tokyo w/ gen. sci friends!!


hehe.. bagong manliligaw ni carolyn.. mabait si kuya ron.. tsk3.. sad sina roxanne kasi siya pala ung cnasabi nilang crush nila na gen sci.. hehehe..

here's my sched for next sem..


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the love i want ; Yes! natapos ko na rin ang lahat! (well, except sa case study.. hula2 na lang sa format.. ^.^ hehehe..) Blogging time!!

Haay.. nagalit ung prof namin sa Chem dahil hindi raw kami umattend pero nandun lang naman kami sa UTMT(under the mango tree, where science majors "tambayan spot".. dun ko unang nakita si jed.. yihee!!) Well, as usual kwentuhan lang ulit kami at kamuzta naman ang topic.. About us, what changes us ng naging chem majors kami, what we've learned for the past 6 months, memorable things.. Hmm.. I thought about it..

1.) Best Subject: Mechanics.. I do hate physics.. pero kung prof niyo si prof. Ocampo.. The best na.. Nagbibigay ng take home exam and what she didn't know, alam ko kung san niya pinagkukuha ang mga tanong.. Haay, ayos perfect na!! ^.^ Parlor moments w/ the block.. Libreng pakulot, hair straightening, manicure and pedicure.. Haha!! all around..

2.) Best Experience: Paglaruan ang mga chemicals.. lagi na lang ako namumuntikang madisgrasya.. haha!! ang prof ko natatakot sa akin dahil minsan nasabi ko sa kanya na magttry akong magcombine ng mga chemicals sa sulfuric acid (of course, considered siya as one of the strongerst acids.. Haay, kamuzta naman.. tawag ba naman sa akin sulfura dahil masyado akong atat sa H2SO4.. nakakatuwa kasi.. ^.^) hmm.. naka ilang basag na nga pala ako ng funnel, beaker at test tube.. hmm.. clutsy lang talaga ako.. ^.^

3.) Realizations: Guidance and Counseling.. I was obsereved and guess what.. I was called a "false mask".. Hehe.. masyado ko raw knikimkim ang lahat ng hinanakit ko and oo lang ng oo ako sa mga tao kahit hindi naman ok sa akin.. Hmm.. hindi naman sa ganun.. mas gugustuhin ko ng sarilinin ang lahat kaysa malaman pa ng ibang tao ang sumama pa ang loob niya..

4.) About me: I asked my block mates.. Am I really that immature.. hmm.. Yes and No.. Yes, pag kasama ko ang tropa.. No when it comes to serious things.. Nasa lugar nga naman ako, sabi nila.. Haay, kahit na malandi ako?? Dati may nagsabi sa akin na flirt nga ako.. I'm not.. Wala naman akong BF, kahit ung guy walang GF..(yan ang kagandahan pag single.. ;) ) Why not?! kwentuhan lang naman kami ha.. (haay, super cute talaga ni Legor.. ayihee!! pantanggal depression lang naman ang kilig factors eh.. ^.^) kasi naman, hinuhusgahan na kagad ako.. Hindi naman masamang makipagkaibigan dba?? tska di nila alam na parehas kami ni Legor na may mahal.. ^.^ Ay si Morse.. Sobrang kinikilabutan ako sa kanya.. Sa kanya naman, nang-aagaw raw ako.. Kmuzta naman.. siya ang unang lumapit sa akin.. eewwww!! he even gave me a name.. "cupcake".. term of endearment niya sa akin.. (mukha ba akong cupcake?! shet!!!) haay, hindi po ako malandi.. maldita lang talaga since birth.. ^.^
Things that I considered myself saying.. "I've changed":

* Di na ako selosa!! (people who gets jealous do not feel sufficiently worthy to retain affection.. hindi ako yan!)
* I love myself.. (this is me, accept it..)
* Take your time.. (having a lot of patience.)
* No more hidden grudges.. (hidden agenda na lang.. hahaha! jokes.. :P)
* For a long time, ngayon lang ulit ako nagseryoso sa pag-aaral.

5.) Regrets: Ang number 1 na pagkakamali ko.. Trusting her.. Ok na kami ngayon, inexplain niya sa akin kung bakit niya nagawa ang bagay na un.. Come to think of it.. Di ko ma-express kung matutuwa ba ako o maiinis sa ginawa niya.. Well, pinag-away niya kami eh.. (I cried that night knowing na kailangan kong mag-aral sa exam!! huhu!! hindi ako nakapagconcentrate.. I felt better after eating a half gallon of strawberry ice cream while watching underdog.. kamuzta naman ako.. Am I that depressed?!) hmm.. isa lang naman din ang naisip ko.. Masyado siyang pakialamera.. Kung gusto ko man gawin un sa taong un, thats none of her business..

6.) Suprise!: Magkalapit lang kami ng bahay ni roxanne!! haha!! kamuzta naman.. sa katagal-tagal naming magkakalase, kailan ko lang nalaman un.. :P

7.) Lovelife: Wala akong lovelife this sem!! Haha!! Isang himala!! :P pero may dalawang nanligaw sa akin but at that time hindi pa ako ready dahil nasa healing process pa ako and ayokong magkaroon ng commitment..(shet!! sobra ko ng pinapahirapan ang sarili ko sa school, ayoko ng madagdagan pa..) There's this guy.. Kamuzta naman para sabihan akong.. "wala ka ng ginawa kundi magbasa, pwedeng ako naman?!" (sinabi niya un sa akin sa text) NUMBER ONE MISTAKE!! tsk3.. Basted ka na kagad sa akin!! hahaha!! :P
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let's partey!
cmon! :D

By  ***jane***, at 10/24/2007 05:13:00 PM  

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Selling my Canon Powershot A520..
Selling price: P4,500
little scratches but in really good condition.. email me if anyone's interested.. stylishangel_24@yahoo.com

Technical Details
* 4.0 MP CCD captures enough detail for photo-quality 10 x 14-inch prints
* 4x optical zoom, 9-point AiAF, 13 shooting modes
* Large 1.8-inch display; D!GIG Image Processor for faster speed and vibrant colors * Print/Share button for easy direct printing and downloads, plus ID Photo Print and Movie Print with Canon CP printers
* Stores images on SD or MultiMedia Cards (MMC); powered by 2 AA batteries Power Sources - Two Size AA Alkaline batteries

What's in the Box:
The PowerShot A520 digital camera kit includes:
1. Interface Cable for transfer
2. AV Cable
3. MultiMediaCard MMC-16MB
4.Canon Digital Camera Solution Disc
5. Wrist Strap
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your dad's gonna buy you a new cam? Go for the 10mp! ;)

By  Anonymous, at 10/13/2007 02:44:00 PM  

hehe.. nope2.. ^.^ I already got a new one and its not 10mp *sigh*.. ;P

By  Jelai, at 10/13/2007 07:49:00 PM  

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Galit na ako sa mga bio majors!! huhu!! Nung Tuesday buhay pa ung rabbit ngayon, nakita ko na siya.. STUFFED!! kawawa naman sila.. ='S
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the love i want ; For how many months hindi ko kinausap o pinansin si Rusell, but guess what pinansin ko siya kanina dahil sa isang rabbit.. hahaha!! (poor little rabbit, iddissect siya.. huhu!! kung ppwede nga lang iuwi ko na lang eh..) Gulat siya ng pinansin ko siya pagkatapos ng ginawa niya sa akin.. Well, kung ang Diyos nga marunong magpatawag ang tao pa kaya?! Yeah, forgive and forget.. He texted me again at ilang beses siya nagsorry sa nangyari.. (haay.. pero kahit na.. nag iba na rin ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya.. at ang trust ko sa kanya ay nawala na..)
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the love i want ; Yes, I have my schedules!! 7:00-5:30 naman ako ngayon medyo maluwag na rin..(ayan, hindi na ako full load.. 31 units na lang ako.. hahaha!! :p) Hmm.. I’m planning to continue working.. Well, as a S.A (student assistant) again.. (wehe.. sasabihin ko sa parents ko na hanggang gabi ulit ako.. ^.^ hek3..)

(next time ko na muna ippost I have to fix my scheds first.. :P)

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the love i want ; “It’s not you, it’s me”

Heard those lines a thousand times.. I have been emotional for the past few days. I don’t know the reason but I keep on asking myself, “bakit nga ba kailangan may mgbf/gf?” I asked one of my friends opinion, “para magkaroon ng karapatan ung isang tao sa kanyang minamahal..” haha!! Ano raw?! So, what does that mean?! Anw.. for me diba, ppwede naman kayo magmahalan na walang commitment? I mean, yeah you trust that person and in that way you gave him/her a freedom to do whatever he/she wants. What about it?? How can I love a person if I couldn’t trust him? Hey, its not easy to give your trust dba?! I’ve know him long enough pero eto pa rin ang doubts.. There are times that he hurts me unconsciously. Ok, I can handle that pero minsan naiiyak na rin ako sa pagod. I want to give up and yet there’s a part of me that still wants to hold on. Again, its not that nagsasawa ako pero kahit gaano katagal ng iyong pagpapasensya napapagod ka rin eh.. =’S (and still, I don't want to quit on him..) Minsan iniisip ko rin, everything that I've done is it really worth giving?? Haay, I want to have a break from this feeling.. (hmm.. I should stop reading and watching mushy stuffs.. hek3.. :P)

I’m having a lot of fun w/ my friends’ company.. well, we call ourselves as MP4(mga payat 4) And with them, nakakalimutan ko ang problems ko.. aww.. ^.^ I love being busy, stressing over with my studies, reporting, grr!! this case study I’m supposed to be doing, and reading.. Actually, reading?? not much this time.. Haha!! I haven’t even finished reading The lovely bones, I think its been 2 weeks or so since I started reading that book.. I keep on going back the last chapters cause I forgot how the story goes.. wee!!

Pahabol.. I want to forgive, -to the people whom I hated and to those who treated me wrong.. hehe.. One step that I did was to greet her a Happy birthday.. (ang babaw pero I want to show her na wala na sa akin ang mga nangyari.. sus! 2nd yr pa un.. We’re still kids back then.. ^.^)

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the love i want ; Last Thursday was our recollection.. The usual crying, sharing and forgiving moments.. Pero hindi, wala kasi ung presidenteng kinaiinisan ko.. whehehe.. jokes.. ^.^ anw.. I am bothered w/ one of my blockmate, of what had happened to her. I cried for her hindi kasi obvious sa kanya na may matindi siyang problem cause she’s a jolly kind of person.. Kaya pala minsan nakikita ko siyang umiiyak na walang dahilan tsaka nagpapasama o naghahanap ng kasabay tuwing gabi para kumain.. She’s really something, despite of what those B%$(*&^s did to her, she wants to forgive them but she can’t. Yes, it takes time to heal..(naisip ko, kung ako ang nasa situation niya.. mapapatay ko ung mga taong yun.. hehe.. really!!)

Thinking that I am truly blessed by God, not experiencing the hardship that other people experiences.. My friend envies me because I have a perfect life kasi wala akong problem sa buhay.. Oh really, I told him my life issues.. Being dictated, other people planning for my future.. May gusto akong gawin sa buhay pero hindi ko magawa dahil kailangan may paalam pa sa parents.. I told him, I envy all of them.. They have this freedom to do everything anything they want –to decide for their future.. Pwede nga ako di makinig o di gawin ang mga gusto nila sa akin pero nandun kasi ung feeling ng guilt na ayaw mong madisappoint sila..

I had this one on one talk sa pastor.. Naalala ko nanaman kasi ung issue ng friend ko.. I asked for his advice at nagpaturo na rin ako how to deal with it.. He asked me, “are your patience that long?” (haha!! Ano daw?!) kasi ganito, para siyang bata na laging magtatanong-tanong sa akin.. Hmm.. Kaya yan.. ^.^ hehehe..
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!