the love i want ; Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko.. I was so pissed off yesterday.. not because of what happened sa akin sa rob.. haay.. different issue.. I made a lot of thinking last night.. Mali.. hindi ko dapat un ginawa.. sa susunod, I’ll make sure that it won’t happen to me again.. Sa tingin ko nga napansin niyang hindi maganda ang mood ko kaya ngpplay safe siya.. At that time, ktext ko si Diane.. Naiiyak na ako sa sarili ko.. I wanted to leave but there’s a part of me saying na ‘wag muna’.. I’m touched of what his friend said ("*****, si jelai oh.." -hmm.. napansin niya siguro na hindi ako natutuwa sa sitwasyon ko..).. Haay, hindi naman masama na kasama namin ung friends niya.. Actually I like it kasi nakikilala ko ung mga kaibigan niya at kung minsan nagiging ka-close ko na rin pero ayoko ung parang may sarili silang mundo.. Naman!! kahit sinong tao naman ayaw na na-oop.. Hmm.. first, I left them.. Ayoko na sanang bumalik, sasama na sana ako kay Diane but I don't want them to think of anything.. Kaya bumalik din ako.. After we left robinson's.. Sumama nanaman loob ko sa kanya kasi pakiramdam ko na he's so insensitive.. For about 2 hours??.. walang kausap.. mukha nanaman akong ewan sa harap nila..

Of course.. I can't stay mad at him.. Ako pa nga ang nakonsensya sa nangyari.. Hindi ko pa naman siya ncongratulate ng maayos kahapon.. I am happy for him.. Bakit naman hindi diba?! I waited his text all through the night pero wala dahil baka ma-open namin ung nangyari pero wala.. I just want to make it clear na wala na sa akin ung nangyari.. Mainit lang talaga ang ulo ko at that time at di ko nagustuhan ung nangyari sa akin..
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!