YSaturday, June 02, 2007 ; 1:04 PM
is the love i cant have
Where did my essence in writing went? The past month, I stopped blogging. I don’t know maybe because of the “incident” if you know what I’m talking about. And now, I want to bring back my passion in writing.. Well, besides of my freelance writing job.“We keep on changing for others just to be liked or to be loved but did we ever thought of changing for the reason of being a greater person?” A thought from David Jeremiah, I am pretty much bothered of what a friend said.. “You’re domineering.” Haha!! Am I? Never did I notice that I’m starting to be a tyrant. I had to admit, I am changing some of my ways. Hek3. Don’t get me wrong, I’m doing this not to be liked nor to loved.
A few days to go until our classes start. I am scared, really!! =’S Can I make it this sem?! Last night, my uncle called and we had a little chat. He asked me if I’m definitely sure with my plans. Haha!! I don’t know, there are times that I’m having these second thoughts. One things for sure is that after I finish my bachelor’s degree, I am going to study again, not that certain if I’m going to take another course which is I.T. or continue Psychology or Chemistry. During my High School years, what I foresee is that I am going to be a photographer, a fashion consultant, a model(?) ;p not even once did I anticipate myself as a teacher?! (Hmm.. Sa totoo lang, gusto ko magwork sa office.. ^.^ ) We also have this agreement. Ok, so not only for me but also for my brothers and cousins. If one of us graduated with honors, he'll give us an all expense paid trip to the US (back and forth na un, siya na rin ang bahala sa gastusin namin. Shopping, food, etc.)
My cousin and I have this crazy idea, magpapa-VTR kami this Tuesday. Trip lang naman.. hehehe.. (ofcourse, pumayag ako kasi libre lang. Kakilala kasi ng mom niya ung owner. So, why not?! Besides, do you have any idea how much a single VTR cost?! Haha!! Grab the opportunity! Like she said, “It wouldn't hurt if we try. As well, we might get discover. ;)”)
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change is sometimes a good thing as long as u don't get too much of it, coz that might sometimes make ur barkada not like the way you've become.. of course they'll be looking 4 that person they befriended in HS... don't wori that's just a part of being in college.. esp. now that you're faced w/ a new kind of surrounding.. tha'll pass.. and also don't worry about that 3rd paragraph in ur post... u graduated in SJA! :) you'll make it!
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6/02/2007 10:28:00 PM
high-heeled chucks
a very cute hand bag