the love i want ; My days have been rainy though the sun's smiling rays
In a haze of confusion my heart can't find a way
To get rid of my heartache as I'm slowly dying
Weeping for a lost love I never had but still wanting.

Its been hard to let go and I'm crying every night
I've been trying to hide it but I just don't feel right
I've said my silent goodbye but I'm still falling apart
Everyday I keep feening and its breaking my heart.

Tell me how to end it so I can understand and see
Let me know what I did to make you stop loving me
I can fake a smile if that's what you want me to do
I can even pretend I'm okay just to be close again to you.

Sometimes I feel like you're all mine, just for a day
I wish for a time when we can make through the night away
And I'll always remember the time when you were
When I was the one in your arms and not her.

I miss you so much that I crumple in pain
So I just close my eyes and feel you're mine again
It'll ease my suffering even only for a minute
Then I'll live my life another day without you in it.

I don't know why not being with you is hurting me so much
I dream about you at night and I'm aching to feel your touch
Its harder to say goodbye now that I have to say it to you too
But until that day comes I'll just be heartbroken over you.
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mAkE mE crY

About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!