the love i want ; Sunday morning, My aunt and I went to bicol (hindi na nakasama ung mom ko dahil wala daw mag-aasikaso sa mga kapatid ko.. err.. it's a good thing na 10:00 ang klase ko kaya pinayagan ako.. wehehe..) We came back just this morning around 9.. late nga lang ako sa 1st class ko but its ok.. I went to school looking tired but still manage to finish upto 8:30pm.. Biruin mo, magrereport pa ako for our psych class.. Eto pa.. I was so pissed off with my mechanics prof.. She said I was a "know-it-all".. Really?! Hmm.. How can I be a know-it-all if one of my blockmates cannot understand what she was discussing.. Duh!! she asked for my help, kaysa naman hindi ko siya tulungan..

Pers. Ed 3.. Haha!! All we ever did was to discuss our relationship to others.. Syempre.. mas gugustuhin nga naman nilang pag-usapan ang lovelife (as much as possible, I tried to avoid this discussion cause it still hurts me..).. well. Open Forum ang nangyari kanina.. BTW.. I was surprised with my blockmates.. We've known each other for 3 weeks or so?? Kung tratuhin namin ang isa't isa parang super close na ha.. hahah!! that's good.. ANW.. When it's my turn to open up, I cried.. I couldn't take it.. I still love this guy and I can't accept that he loves another.. What else can I do?? I love him so much.. I know we've talked about it, but how can I stop myself from loving him?! Trying to avoid?, make myself busy?, find another?! Everything that I do, reminds me of him.. Many had told me to forget him, but how?! Di ko nga kayang di kami magkita eh.. haay.. My prof. told me that I was obsessed with him.. Yes I am, like ate Jane.. She loved my friend so much for 3 or 4 or 5 years!? My goodness!! I salute u girl!! ^.^ Eto pa pala ang masakit.. may nalaman ako!! hmm.. I saw Meg inside our campus.. Nagtuturo pala ang tita niya sa amin.. ANW.. we chatted for 2 hrs?? during my break time.. Hmph.. bakit sinasabi ng taong un na kami na ni.......?? "basta alam ko masaya si jelai.", "tinatago pa nila, pero ang totoo ang alam ng iba ay sila na.." hmph.. really?! I was hurt.. not flattered.. wehe.. ok, I don't want to discuss this topic.. ;P

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pEoplE mAde mE cRy 1

'ang sakit ng ganun noh?'
funny how that sentence above can point to many items in your post...

don't mind your professor, she probably just has some sort of personality disorder.. you'll get through her, those things are all just a part of college...

do well in school okay.. i won't wish you luck, i don't believe in 'luck' kc e...

By  ***jane***, at 7/02/2007 11:33:00 PM  

mAkE mE crY

About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!