the love i want ; Last Thursday was our recollection.. The usual crying, sharing and forgiving moments.. Pero hindi, wala kasi ung presidenteng kinaiinisan ko.. whehehe.. jokes.. ^.^ anw.. I am bothered w/ one of my blockmate, of what had happened to her. I cried for her hindi kasi obvious sa kanya na may matindi siyang problem cause she’s a jolly kind of person.. Kaya pala minsan nakikita ko siyang umiiyak na walang dahilan tsaka nagpapasama o naghahanap ng kasabay tuwing gabi para kumain.. She’s really something, despite of what those B%$(*&^s did to her, she wants to forgive them but she can’t. Yes, it takes time to heal..(naisip ko, kung ako ang nasa situation niya.. mapapatay ko ung mga taong yun.. hehe.. really!!)

Thinking that I am truly blessed by God, not experiencing the hardship that other people experiences.. My friend envies me because I have a perfect life kasi wala akong problem sa buhay.. Oh really, I told him my life issues.. Being dictated, other people planning for my future.. May gusto akong gawin sa buhay pero hindi ko magawa dahil kailangan may paalam pa sa parents.. I told him, I envy all of them.. They have this freedom to do everything anything they want –to decide for their future.. Pwede nga ako di makinig o di gawin ang mga gusto nila sa akin pero nandun kasi ung feeling ng guilt na ayaw mong madisappoint sila..

I had this one on one talk sa pastor.. Naalala ko nanaman kasi ung issue ng friend ko.. I asked for his advice at nagpaturo na rin ako how to deal with it.. He asked me, “are your patience that long?” (haha!! Ano daw?!) kasi ganito, para siyang bata na laging magtatanong-tanong sa akin.. Hmm.. Kaya yan.. ^.^ hehehe..
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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!