the love i want ; Grr!! I so hate having this strange feeling.. hmm.. can’t explain but the easiest way I can is-doubts!! Yes, doubts AGAIN!! (you know the feeling when you don’t trust a certain person, you tried to scrutinize everything.. (friendster, friends, recall the bitter memories that leads you to anger..) I had my check up last Wednesday and my uncle told me that I am being a paranoid (like what my friend said) and one day he’ll personally take me to a rehab better yet, to a mental hospital.. (haha!! Ok laugh all you want.. LOL.. :P )

I thought I’ve overcome this feeling but I guess I was wrong.. Huhu!! Gladly, a little convincing is all I need and voila, back to normal.. ^.^ I want to perish these feeling!! =’S A little improvement of myself, I have to admit.. I learned not to emotionally get hurt when it comes to my.. hmm.. ISSUES about it.. ;) (if you know what I’m saying.. haha!!)

“I’m ok” that’s what I always say on the contrary.. I’m not!! :P I’m stressing over my own emotional problems and started reading some emotional problems..(That’s what my prof. told me.. hmm. Emotion communicates.. Translation: I can’t control my emotions. If I can, I can accurately display trust, empathy, and confidence.)One way is to restore or rebuild my emotional intelligence.. (Don't get me wrong, its not a disorder.. hmm.. That's what I'm lacking of.. :P)

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About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!