the love i want ; Resolution for the Year 2008

In the back of our minds we all hope that the coming year will be better than the one we leave behind. Truth is, in most cases we are the masters of our destiny. The other telling truth is that in most cases - we fail dismally when it comes to New Year's Resolutions. (Well, this time I’ll try to make it happen)

It’s the day after Christmas, and the euphoria is going to wear off soon. In a few days, it’s time to get back to school -studying, nose bleed exams, etc etc. It’s also a perfect time to set some new year’s resolution. I try to keep my New Year’s resolution to ten items and then, make my goal to at least complete the first five. In that way, I am not totally disappointed in myself by the end of the year. Accomplishing three out of the ten makes me feel good. ;)

My New Year’s Resolution:

10. Stop with alcoholic drinks
Waha!! never will I forget kung anong nangyari sa akin nung debut ni roxanne.. huhuhu!! ='S


9. Become more organized
I’m always the “last-minute-job”. Haha!! Sometimes I forgot what I'm supposed to do or what my schedules are for tomorrow. (I don't like using planners, sticky-notes will do.. ;D )

8. Be more driven
Stop the “manyana habit”. (sobrang tamad ko kasi.. hehehe.. :P)

7. More Time at home
Even on weekends, I hang-out with my friends at the mall or so..

6. Stop having fights
Don’t get me wrong but I am not a war freak ok?!


5. Earning for myself/ Find a job
I’m tired of being called “elite”, “richie rich” or so.. This time I want to be independent.

4. Learn to shut up
Haha!! Being voluble can lead you into trouble.. So might as well keep my mouth shut and keep my complains/problems to myself..

3. Save more, spend less
My goodness, everything that I saved this year were all gone.. haha!! Can you believe it?? This time, I will save something for myself and for my future.. ;)

2. Stop being a drama queen
Lagi akong nadadala sa aking mga emotions.. haay.. ='(

1. Learn to say NO
Ok, so this is personal.. Even if they’re your friends, you have to set some boundaries when asking some favors..

and now, I want to express my resentment and leave it here so I can start the year with no rancor.. (WALA AKONG PINAPATAMAAN ok?!)

I hate for the fact that people leave me behind whenever I have problems.. There are some of them that I ran into to seek for their comfort but instead of giving their console, they keep on bragging with their own topics/discussion not minding how horrible I was.. grr!! Recently with a friend.. Super unfair siya, haay.. Never mind about it.. Basta sobrang unfair niya talaga!! >=’S This time, I am going to up-front and care less if he/she gets mad.. Haha!! Besides, he/she doesn’t care what I might feel, well so do I..
pEoplE mAde mE cRy 0

mAkE mE crY

About me:
 ¼ Chinese (Father) ¼ Spanish (mother) & ½ (Filipino)
 Can sometimes be a pain in the ass
 Paranoid
 Kind
 Picky
 Loves pets (especially cats)
 listening to music, watching movies and eating are my passion
 guileless
 Creative w/ such things (haha!! Especially when it comes to gifts)
 hates being imitated
 friendly
 juvenile
 Can understand Korean, French and Spanish… partially..
 an athlete
 loves reading books and magazines
 Moody
 Nosy
 Loves to discover new things
 Loves taking pictures
 Designer
 Easily pleased
 IMPERFECT!!